To  be free   or to  not be  free that is the question for the country,s  people here.    ”  THAT includes  Every   Country of the planet Earth”.     From  the very moment of upto our deaths ….. all the  way back to every single one,s of our births.  That is the spark mark of getting on with starting to be alive.    A wilder than usual thing to think hard about for as long as is doable depending on individual ways , work , day to day occurrences ect  ,,  ect , ect !      Excuse me for this edging on over to the cliff of in coherent dabble and jab  Bill.    Give and also take  IN the moment. Prior to the tumbling towards us of   D A T A  Mountains.  Those can create log    jams  plus  even  set up dams  to block to energies flow.   On and neatly  the  sweet  cool rock  n roll beat goes on. Paul  and John are not dead two friends of mine that I had as a young boy on our hometown street Beech Street.  At least as far as I know.  It remains to be intensive   LEE   fact – checked.   Partly Sunny partly cloudy.  Partly not bad Partly rowdy , Partly just so so fine really no doubt.  Any whoo I have known time  I have been through and through desperate.  Depression is a total scumbag.  So is anxiety too.  I used to self medicate with red  ……red  wine.  Over a super extra long time it can seem that it curves your spine.  Right at first though it is as the kids said six or sixteen yrs ago when referring to drinking.     O h    alright  I , m   getting my nice on.     There is such a this and that concept applied to most every thing.   It begins truelly great   now  now  wait  for it.  Nearer and nearer to the end maybe it is the best time that there may ever be at all to pretend .  Pretending in the wholly going on and on with it without but a short period of moderately relenting    Like Hollywood endings.   Anxiety wears on a person’s immune system or maybe it does not do so. It causes me to feel daytime tired. So in order to get back to par for the course. I must self pych  myself up using whatever I may run across in the half hr to half hr of  very low income living that is as I have it worked out by my all over the place working it out. Which I enjoyed choosing.   More caring  loving helping and reading.   Less corrupting less over consuming , less hating , way less harming and hurting other and even for sure too ourselves.