Music  by people giving it all they,ve got.    Sleep  and  food are supposed to , I think those parts of me are out of order.    At Least  My Sense Of Having to make a good showing of Myself in Resisting going  the  Russian  choice of no choice.   No choice ,  ,   oh  oh  oh  N O !!                     So  I  resort to  coffees  it is a minor  tease.  That begins  thaw the     freeze.      I  have to  wander in my neighborhood to the  beat of a  different  drummer.   IN this way I guess I won,t get any  smarter or dumber,  but I am  strongly hoping that I will not become more  . . .

. . Tired ! !